Friday, October 2, 2009

Pervy Gents...

I am an envious person...At least, as far as my boyfriend is concerned. When I got into this relationship, I didn't think I would be sharing him...At least, not with Damiana.

Well...Me and Damiana were friends at the beginning. We had even come close to becoming lovers...The first few weeks, we had a three-way relationship thing going. We even had a threesome...On a stormy night in his studio.

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It is through "Big Brother" that we met. I met him online...

He is a photographer. He was interested in me because I had sent him a picture of me, from a few years back when I was in college. I had a mohawk then...Green and vibrant...He had seen that and was interested in working with me.

I was in a shelter at the time...So he had Damiana come and get me.

That night, we shot some erotic(a), fetish and artistic nude photography...For the first time, I was even tied up in the BDSM style...For one photo, me and Damiana posed together with sort of vampiric lust as I pretended to bite her neck.

In most of the photos from that night, she was droopy-eyed...So we couldn't use any of those images.
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Anyways...

Yeah...So I am an envious person. I guess it doesn't make sense...The most he does to her is bite her on the neck, or let her caress his chest...While I get sex...I guess he does this as "Reparations" for not having sex with her...

But sometimes I just find myself so full of anger...And hatred. Like..."She's a Slave...What right does she have to get close to him at all???". It confounds me...She mostly touches him without permission, and sometimes I wish he would make her ask him...

She isn't as much of a Slave as she could be...Because he isn't as strict a Master as he could be. He is more like her mentor...He tries to teach her about

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